A Poem from my Friend April...

This is a copy of the poem that my friend April sent to me yesterday... it has some good thoughts to say and digest, I think:

The Gift Of Love

Everyone longs to give herself completely to someone To have a deep soul relationship with another to be loved thoroughly and exclusively...But god says No! not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and contented with being loved by me alone. with giving yourself totally unreserved to me, in having an intensely personal and unique relationship with me alone. Discovering that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, THEN will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that i have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me, exclusively of anyone or anything else, exclusively of any desire or longing I want you to have the best. please allow me to bring it to you...you just keep watching me expecting the greatest thing. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I give...keep listening and learning the things I tell you...just wait.. that's all.. don't be anxious.. don't worry! Don't look around at the things others have gotten.. or that I give them, don't look at the things you think you want...just keep looking off and away...up to me! Or you'll miss what I want to show you... And then I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than anything you could ever dream of.. you'll see...until you are ready and the one I have prepared for you is ready...I am working ever at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the life I have prepared for you.. You won't be able to experience the true love that is thus The Perfect Love...and Dear One, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me... and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love that I offer you with myself...know that I love you utterly... I am El Shaddai.. (God almighty most loving) Believe it and be satisfied...